Relationship Advice For Men: August 2012

[22M] broke up with [20F] and facing a rollercoaster of emotions. http://playersupreme.info/store Hey all, I broke up with my gf of 1.5 years a few nights ago. As of today, we ceased all communication, mostly as per her request. I have a strong desire to communicate with her and to creep her facebook page. We talked for an hour or so through skype text yesterday, and it made me feel much better. The relationship got messed up after she cheated on me. I forgave her, took her back. Things went back to normal for a little bit, and then I started feeling unhappy with the relationship and burdened. I'm happy that I broke it off. It was objectively a good idea for my well-being. However, I sincerely miss her company and her friendship. For some reason I believed that we could remain friends after the break up. She does not want to talk to me ever again. She blames me for leading her on and making her believe that I wouldn't leave her. This hurts, because it's like a very close friend of mine had just died or disappeared. She has lots of emotional baggage from childhood. I know for a fact that the break up is taking a much greater toll on her than it is on me. She does not take disappointments or set backs well. I go from feeling happy with my decision and blaming her for the demise of the relationship, to feeling like shit for hurting her, since she is vulnerable/ has emotional issues. My friends are being mildly supportive, but i have to actively go to them for support.